Saturday, February 28, 2009

Was found but now I am lost....

My life used to be in such order, I new where I was going and I knew where home was and who I was going home to. Now I am not sure where my life is headed and everyday I am know I am going home to be alone....I used to have a master plan but now I feel I am simply a peasant to follow someone else's master plan. Life is hard and as we all know it is full of ups and downs, lately I have had more downs, but I am strong and confident enough to know that the ups are coming. I am sure we have all felt this way at one time or another but at the current time I feel like I am just spinning my wheels and hoping to gain some traction so I can begin to progress, I know it is coming though. Hopefully within the next year I will make a career advancement and possibly start a supplimental career teaching at my local college.

Back to my personal life though, I always beleived marriage was forever....but I got proved wrong. But I am lucky with the way my marriage came to an end because there was no drama, no traumatic experience that caused and massive uproar....the relationship just came to an end and we both realized it and therefore the split was amicable with no drama. That fact I am grateful for but it still leaves me at a crossroads.....where do I go from here?

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